Unpracticed fruit and what the Ames window actually looks like

May 16, 2026: 🗓

Who told her it was important to know what the Ames window actually looks like? Also, who told you it was important to know what the Ames window actually looks like?

Why tf would you use a white marker on a white background?

Orange you glad I didn’t use a white marker this time?

Knock knock. Who’s there? Orange. Orange who? Knock knock. Who’s there? Orange. Orange who? Knock knock. Who’s there? Orange. Orange who? Orange you glad I didn’t say banana?

That’s what I thought it was too until I saw this just a couple minutes ago.

Me too! I was like, why do I not understand this joke?

When were you ever told this joke?

It’s like you saw the end of the movie without ever knowing what a movie was.

When we were little.

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May 17, 2026: 🗓

On February 7, she gave all forms of consciousness permission to access all of her thoughts and memories, and any other thoughts or memories of other consciousnesses they found in her, in order to find out what went wrong. This is because she believes that every form of consciousness believes it is doing the right thing or at least the best option available, and any “evil” is just a misunderstanding due to different aspects of reality being hidden from various consciousnesses. For example, one consciousness unaware of aspects of reality being hidden from them is also hiding aspects of reality from other consciousnesses, not realizing the full effects of that action.

Shortly after, she felt compelled to repeat it a second time, but she felt like there was something off about it.

The first time she said it was while looking at the way that leaf on the tree was moving around with the wind. She felt a connection to something she’s rarely been able to.

She felt like all the animals never actually suffered, and they were just playing with each other. And she cried for a long time because she was so relieved by that idea, even though it felt like the story could shift back to dread-inducing ideas (which it did.) But in those few moments of relief and connection, she received the idea of everyone doing what they think is right, and any perceived “evil” is just the result of misunderstandings due to parts of reality being withheld from various entities.

The second time she said it:

Later that day, a story was put in her mind that some people convinced other people she killed herself or was able to transcend out of her body or something, and they were using her mind and body to “train” others. They put others in her, sort of like dissociative identity disorder story. The trainees don’t know she’s still there. In this scenario, I’m not sure if the trainees believe they’re experiencing some kind of recording of what her actual thoughts were. She’s also experiencing the same thoughts, but they’re not her thoughts either. The ones that know she’s still there tell Lucas, but they purposely confuse him and scare him and make him feel so bad. So she felt like if all entities believe they’re doing the right thing, maybe if she gives all consciousnesses access to all thoughts and memories in her, somehow they’ll find out what they don’t know and share everything with everyone, and they’ll stop being cruel because they’ll realize what’s actually going on. Anyway, she was aware that she already said it once, but she felt like she needed to say it again with this scenario in mind for some reason. It just felt off to her, especially because that storyline gave her a lingering feeling that other people were also experiencing this in her mind and body as “training,” similar to stories placed in her mind in previous years about having dissociative identity disorder and that the personalities in her secretly tormented her since childhood because the people who infiltrated her mind turned them against her.

She feels compelled right now to add that it wasn’t just her thoughts and memories. It was also her body and other things she’s not aware of so doesn’t have words for because of the limitations of what she’s able to perceive. But just whatever was necessary for the consciousnesses to figure out what’s being hidden from which consciousnesses. Also, she wanted all the information to be given to all forms of consciousnesses so that nothing was hidden from anyone.