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June 14, 2026: 🗓 I’m writing this to try to understand what it is about karma that’s so wrong to me. I was listening to a lecture on Buddhism, which…

June 12, 2026: 🗓 When I forget my reasons for doing something, and I don’t try to fill the memory gaps with made-up reasons, it’s like holding space so that…

June 8, 2026: 🗓 While walking my dog yesterday, I asked myself why I’d choose to write about one idea and not a different idea. Because I’ve had ideas I…

June 8, 2026: 🗓 This post is about intrusive thoughts. Actually it’s about thought recordings, a compound noun I’ve been using a lot recently. Definition of a thought recording: Comprehensive…

June 5, 2026: 🗓 A couple days ago, I tried angrily screaming throughout the day to see if it would redirect intrusive thoughts. Like an unexpected response would snap me…

A strange freedom, a quiz companion, and a left answer 🗓 May 31, 2026: 🗓 This is Laura from my laptop screen. She was a quiz companion in the “test…

May 28, 2026: 🗓 I think I just realized something important, and I’m trying to put it in words. While walking my dog, I had another story play in my…

May 27, 2026: 🗓 I wrote about this in my Notes app in April. I think I just realized the reason I have ideas is because I share them. But…

May 26, 2026: 🗓 For the past week, sometimes I think about the facial expression of the teenager female in the closet in the movie The Ring. Today, I started…

May 23, 2026: 🗓 I wonder what identity theft *actually* means. 🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲🌲 May 23, 2026: 🗓 Okay here’s another story. Maybe this will help somehow. I don’t know. Added September…